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Monday, July 05, 2004
and long ago,
i lost my soul to some forgotten dream.
how was i supposed to know it wasn't what it seemed?
and even though the last hello has left me on the floor,
i don't believe in romeos and heroes anymore.
did you know that you used to be my hero?
and all the days you spent with me,
now seem so far away,
and it feels like you don't care anymore..
and now...
it's hard to wake up,
when the shades have been pulled shut,
this house is haunted, it's so pathetic, it makes no sense at all.
i'm ripe with things to say, the words rot and fall away
if this stupid poem, can fix this home, i'd read it everyday..
'cos i'm just a kid,
and life is a nightmare,
i'm just a kid,
and i know that it's not fair.
nobody cares cos i'm alone and the world is having more fun than me
in other words, i'm a just a kid, and my life got cold because i couldn't be perfect. and here's my holiday. and i really hope i'll enjoy this time 'cos i wouldn't want to give it all away.
life's so mundane.
died-ed at
10:18 am
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immortal;
myz iQah. atiQ. tiQue. 050588. malay + arab + indonesian + chinese = pulchritudinous & lovely. art student.
die hard fan of sunny
. ex-rosythian.
current
bowenian and ain't proud of it. often vacillating. unwell. unappreciated. miss undazstood. bloginality is
INTP
. foreign malay converser. eccentric. very much in love with HERSELF. and
him
.
living and dead;
&loves coldplay. the ataris. linkin park. oasis. cheese. tiramisu cheesecake. pasta. cookies. cap Qs. starwars. graffiti. stephen king and isla dewar.
&hates microwave dinners. drifters. malay essays. show offs. drama queens. not being able to locate stuff. scrubbing my bedroom wall clean.
coffins;
^
FlipandSplog
^
i-mockery
^
mutedfaith
^
necrotic obsession
^
yahoo album
^
the other yahoo album
^
PennyArcade
^
RoundRobin
^
SlackersComix
^
Three-Thirteen
^
unofficial bw forum
mourners;
+
airell
+
amirah
+
ayu
+
bev
+
bnard
+
breakblaze
+
ceetee
+
elvish popstar
+
had
+
ida
+
ili
+
jason
+
jerald
+
joyce
+
lil meer
+
maygalai
+
nina
+
pinkpeach
+
rachel
+
rafie
+
ray
+
r.y.x.
+
shafik
+
shafiqah
+
shan
+
sharee
+
shez
+
spookey
+
urbanini
+
widee
words of wisdom;
"The difference between the rich and the poor:
Poor people say,'I can't afford it'.
Rich people say,'How can I afford it'."
source: Rich dad, Poor dad.
your will;
Thagboard Mehssage.
mourner;
coffin;
speak; (
emo?
)