Saturday, November 08, 2003

new layout. arghz. with the help of sop. thanks seh! *muahcksz!* i just hate the effing black colour cursor. tis thing is text-intensive. and oh, i uploaded more images of *ME*. heh. go to my yahoo guestbook album to see. its linked.


died-ed at 11:37 am
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stupid morning sun.

i so hate my bedroom location. anyway, got this from sop's blog:


1. What food do you like that most people hate?

mussles and oysters. heh.


2. What food do you hate that most people love?

durian and laksa and curry


3. What famous person, whom many people may find attractive, is most unappealing to you?

avril lavinge? no, its gotta be britney.


4. What famous person, whom many people may find unappealing, do you find attractive?

that gal from no doubt and that heavy metal dude.


5. What popular trend baffles you?

stupid tapered mats and minahs who likes their fringes at the side like roach's feelers and stuff. arghz.



i so need the sleep. but STUPID SUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


died-ed at 8:40 am
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Friday, November 07, 2003

o level malay. arghzzzz...!!

[ edit ]

so i didn't go GAGA over the first paper but i certainly did for the second one. argh. the second paper was crap larhz. but i guess i'll pass it good. at least azzimah has confirmed that cabang is the same as cawang and that my sentence is correct and stuff. so far, ONE mistake. that stupid peribahasa mistake. but i guess the rest is quite alright. the open-ended comprehension story was crap about don't know what train larh bla bla bla. paper 1 was wonderful.. :D:D:D:D i'm confident on my formal letter, just unsure about the format cos i'm so clever i forgot to study the damn thang and used the english formal-letter format instead. the for the free-flow writing i wrote the one about failure. so i have gone through alot, might as well write about it, right? kk. pray for me. next hurdle: amaths retest.

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kk.. there is about aproximately 43 minutes left before i go gaga staring the malay paper in the exam hall with a pen that is almost out of ink. heh. and i am not feeling a damn thing. except numb ears. heh. must make a point to list out the contents for my essay-writing later on, lest i forgot what i am to write about like eunice the other day. and then i must make a point to come home, set my handphone alarm to wake me up from my nap if i happen to sleep whilst reading the dictionary. and urm, cut my hair at 12.30. and then i'd drag my feet to school by 1.30 (an hour enough for mane-losing-time?) and read some more dictionary and go gaga againz. argh. honestly, i have no idea which paper comes first. yikes. so imma update this later.



**damn i hate the weird timings!


died-ed at 7:14 am
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Thursday, November 06, 2003

pierced ears.

heh. that was exactly what i did even though i do not know if mommy or daddy would skin me alive, and slaughter me and feed me to the monkeys.. kay, this may sound loser-ic but i did have my ears pierced until just now. okay. soz laugh now and then shut up. but personally, ear piercing is NOTHING compared to those injections i got when i was admitted at that kk hospital. ear piercing is just like that ant bite i got from macritchie the other time where as those injections are like 7.89035 times pain-er than that stupid ant bite. heh. i miss those hospital days. hospitalised=get money + its free cos my dad's company has insurance. :D heh. and i get ALL the attention i want. today is very unproductive. hanged around with yaya at her place and stuff and then passed kak shikin one of the peribahasa lists that i have cos she has malay a levels tomorrow.. and then she bought me a pair of ankle socks.. love u! and i took the nel home and saw elaine (yeah tt drum major from my school guys. dun ask me for her number cos i do NOT know her) and her boyfriend at the void deck and mind-ed my own business and yada yada yada.. heh. i am so totally outta words at the moment so please excuse me.


died-ed at 5:37 pm
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Wednesday, November 05, 2003

tuesdays with morrie.

i just finished reading the book and i absolutely, totally, whole-heartedly, urm.. __________-ly love the book (fill in the blanks urself.) its by urm, lazy to take the book but yeah the title is tuesdays with morrie. its about an old man, a young boy and life's greatest lesson. well, at least now i know that i have to learn how to die to learn how to live. its really meaningful.. well to some of us who are actually off life's correct paths and are completely clueless about our purpose of living, read this after reading the whole translation of the Quran.. and then bash yourself up for being an idiot for not being able to understand the Quran translation. there's this quote from the book that imma put under the quote thang awlright..


soz anyway, i got back from school, lay down and read the book halfway when mir barged in and asked me to accompany her and khairi to lib@esplanade. so i got up and got ready and stuff.. and then at the mrt station, she told me khairi is not coming but rafhana is to do their project about the world or whatever. heh. so i was going to be left out and i remained in the train when they got off at toa payoh. and took the train to dhoby ghaut(reading at the same time) to take the nel to serangoon and back home(reading as well. nerd!).. and at the same time sms-ing my brother's girlfriend. argh. gotta say her name already. kak hani! there. *much better..* k soz i was smsing her about hmt, cikgu hasnah and the other part-time cikgus that i was under and then we talked about courier and stuff.. heh. kk. my eyes are dropping mm by mm and i am gonna fall asleep very soon. heh. niteynite?


died-ed at 4:36 pm
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Tuesday, November 04, 2003

social etiquette bullshit.

it really was bullshit, the whole course.. mr yeo stood/sat behind our table (consisting of sexylaydee, gumball, chauszen, olive and me) and kept critisizing every single shit that cheryl "talk" kept talking about. heh. and we kept laughing laughing until that cheryl lady got irritated and the whole class kept quiet until we settled down. heh. the funniest part of the course is during dinner time.. (and heh, me and hayati had to watch lin shan and mr yeo and the rest of the class who are not fasting) see, we were first served bread with butter and stuff.. and mr yeo had his share... and hayati's share.. and MY share.. heh. and he just used all the butter and buttered the whole slice of bread and stuffed the whole damn thang in his mouth. sick. cheryl talk kept coming to our table and that made mr yeo freak out and stuff. and then it was salad time and mr yeo only ate the walnuts, the urm, throw up in the air and catch in your mouth way.. by then he said some stuff and me and linshan and yati couldn't stop laughing already. and then came the mushroom soup which had a rich aroma. heh. and mr yeo didn't take his soup cos he's "carnivorous".. lin shan couldn't finish her chicken chop but before that...


shan:[whisper to me] just now she said that chicken is usually the cheapest dish right..?

me: yeah...

mr yeo: why do you think they are providing dinner for us? their chefs are training larh..

me: oh ya...

mr yeo: and in case the chefs are unsuccessful.. u noe.. chicken IS cheap..

me: i'd rather not think about it..

shan: yeah...


so anyway, back to the blog.. shan ate only half of her dish and mr yeo couldn't wait for her to finish her main course or else cheryl talk would get on his nerves again. so he reached over and took her chicken and finished it in less than 3 mins.. and the chicken breast was a rather BIG portion... heh. reached school around 7.15 and reached home at around 7.30.. ate my muffin in the bus and almost choked cos i do not have enough fluid to drain the stupid raisin taste down my throat. kinda tired now soz maybe imma just stfu and sleep or sth. argh. summer school. sucks.

VIOLET You surround yourself with art and music and are constantly driven to express yourself. You often daydream. You prefer honesty in your relationships and belive strongly in your personal morals. Find out your color at Quiz Me!

died-ed at 8:14 pm
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Monday, November 03, 2003

h-o-r-n-y. heh.

mrs yu: what was sebestian's first impression of olivia when he first saw her.

jason: horny

me: *looks at shan* did you hear that..?

shan: what is sebestian's first impression of olivia? HORNY.

me: what the heck?

shan: he always give stupid answers one. heh.

^silence for a moment^

me and shan: (together) can't stand him leyyyyyyyy!!!!!



heh. and that was literature just now. stupid twelfth night act 4 scene 1 and scene 2. heh. the bitch teacher was talking to herself.. the class was absolutely restless.. some were sleeping, talking, listening to discman.. and some are just merely daydreaming and act as if they are paying attention. this one week of school is like summer school. so bloody boring. heh. had physics practical just now about the density of the plastacine and the stupid ruler wouldn't balance on the stupid pivot so i just effed care and did shit for the calculations and stuff. a maths was.. enlightening. heh. mrs kumar took over mr yeo, who apparently didn't surface today and still manages to pass hw to us felines who wish to do nothing but mrt(makan, rehat, tidur. trans: eat, rest and sleep and grow extra fat and start freaking out next year). she talked about don't know what discovery learning and stuff. but it was quite alright. the class paid more attention to her than mr yeo. heh. and we got a new way to remember all those stupid trigo rules. bleahz. but i have to admit, trigo is easy. what i want is logarithms and matrices cos i don't know shit about them because of stupid sars and my stupid temperature, i was sent home 3 times by which mr yeo finished those topics. heh. maybe imma burn jun hui's cd which i was supposed to like 2 weeks ago? heh. i am sooo overdue. bleahz. but i am doing him a favour so if he doesn't like it, he might as well learn how to stfu. bahz. i hate it when i am hungry, tired and got loads of maths to do. just makes me sicker in my stomach. arghh. and that reminds me of those lame days of which i had a crush on *gorilla*.. heh. i'm obsessed. replacing people's name with elements and animals. heh. oh i miss tiger.


HE sms-ed me just now. i wonder where he left his big,fat,ego-headed brain. heh.


died-ed at 12:24 pm
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Sunday, November 02, 2003

you so gotta love yourself.

U.G.L.Y-->u gotta love yourself. i have that mindset in life, so people, if you detest my ego-loving self, go away already! heh. k, soz now i am left with that level amaths retest and olevel malay which happens on the same day. *loosens collar and gulps the way cartoons do*. gotta practice amaths every single day for a minimum of an hour for each session. heh. semangat.. geez. suddenly the kemelayuan in me starts to build up these days cos daddy won't lemme live one day without reading the papers. sometimes i end up staring at the obituaries and get myself amazed on how long or short each person lived and guessed their profession and stuff. heh. at least i "read" the papers. bleahz. my higher malay marks are going down and daddy certainly do not like it cos he's a malay journalist and his children are supposed to speak good malay and stuff. but its not my fault i am immune to speaking and writing the language well. it just happens that my psle malay paper was easy. heh. gosh and i am not even totally malay, i'm probably excused from, urm, being immuned to the language and stuff. goodness, some classmates of mine would like look at me in disgust when i told them i don't know some customs and traditions and when i told them about my chinese or arab or indonesian roots, they would go like,"alamak, never say earlier, we wouldn't suan you.." heh. one word: WHATEVER!!! i am sooo jealous of sunny and pei fen.. i mean geez they are soo in love with each other.. :D:D n they are planning to get married in 2 yrs time, by which sanie would have finished his ns and his c.c.(cybercafe) business would be flourishing like mad. heh. and pei fen's already going for islam-convert classes and stuff.. heh. and now we are discussing her name... =b some people are just so lucky to find the right people to trust their hearts with and thus beleive that love isn't an illusion but something real.. as for me, i still have got a lot to discover. heh. i really wanna bake that chocolate cheesecake for mir today but then tt stupid maid of mine lost my bakery book and i cannot find the recipe and over the web, they all use wine. yahoo looks funnier today. i think the owner revamped the web or its just my eye going all gooey cos of lack of sleep or sth. heh. i found it!! diabetic choc cheesecake. tt way i can eat it without feeling guilty. heh. who says an art student can't try her luck in bakery? maybe imma take some pix of the production of my lovely cuisine. heh. but first stop: getting ingredients. so urm, tahz?


died-ed at 10:28 am
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