Saturday, October 11, 2003

awak, kite sayang awak!

:D:D:D:D:D:D *blushes* after a long fight and misunderstanding and feeling like shit the whole afternoon.. sorry dear i couldn't go out with u and cheer each other up.. anyway, for u buggers out there, see my bookworm-transform-goth look alright? i just lack the mascara. :$
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died-ed at 8:21 pm
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Friday, October 10, 2003

toopit conversation

marlene says:

melissa melissaaaaaaaaa

depression is merely anger without enthusiasm says:

stop it. dun pull my leg u idiot.

poopsieKhing says:

melissa... why tension? lekz larh ghurl..

depression is merely anger without enthusiasm says:

i dunno why leh. lemme see. i am struggling with social studies with 2 bad online tutors who keeps on calling me MELISSA MELISSA.. insane i tell you!

poopsieKhing says:

ouhz.. need a therapist? come over, get my fifty bucks and go shop and eat. like u always do.

i wanna be chandler!!! has just joined the conversation

i wanna be chandler!!! says:

hey marls, hey rons.... HEY MELISSA!!




i am gonna kill the next person who calls me melissa



died-ed at 4:32 pm
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sure is boring

it sure is boring. i mean i don't feel like studying until i have my proper breakfast. which won't come until 9.30 or something. and i do not have anyone to talk to in msn except for bradd, who keeps calling me melissa melissa because he says i sound like that kid from teevee which stars in that lightyears series. =D=D natural born actress. bleahz. hairilash is so sweet. he offered to buy me breakfast and send it to my doorstep but i turned him down because i'm not worth it. hehx. i woke up with that motivation to start and complete studying from 8-5 but hehx. i just lost it. current msn nick right now: i ain't the average ghurl. i'm phenomenal. the modesty again. :D edit this thang later or something. and maybe i'm gonna msg lin shan and bug her during her exam. hehx. oooh. i am evil. evil i say!!


died-ed at 8:45 am
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Thursday, October 09, 2003

happy together

just completed my art personal message&picture expressions, library research, observational sketches and my 3 compositions.. gonna finish doing my colour schemes tomorrow and finish studying emaths and social studies by tomorrow too cos i don't have to go to school.. :D because smart people like me do not have to take the mother tongue exam. oh, the modesty. bleakz. today.. was quite productive. i was supposed to attend geography extra lesson but then it slipped my mind because i was busy studying chemistry in my room with the jay chou song in my head that i forgot the time and eventually fell asleep with my head on my book.. my pillow, literally.. but wtf. n then after eating dinner and reading the yaasin and stuff, my dear dear called me and i talked to him and did my compositions and my elaborations on my art stuff and my essay on industrialisation. gee. i didn't understand social studies and he was like a tutor like that.. haha.. but it was more into history than social studies.. gee.. i dun take history cos my friggin school do not provide history for my level. =S and then we kept on singing the jay chou song (againz) and i sang the simpleplan song and he hummed the simpson's tune. =D=D heehee.. maybe tomorrow the whole family's going out for dinner at seoul garden or at breeks or something to celebrate abang's belated birthday.. maybe after studying at ard afternoon i'll go out with tiger for a while. it's been a long time. haha. gee. it would totally feel so good knowing that i'll be sleeping in while the others are going thru their mother tongue exams. :D:D but i have got to go back to school on saturday, though.. mdm lim arranged for a geography extra lesson at the a.v.a. to watch some vid. sriwatie asked me if i would like to go to the graduation night to do my photography duty. she says a limited number of only 5 photographers can go. but exams are coming... i don't want!! even when mr micheal asked g.j. to be the emcee for that night, she turned it down. hehx. if she was to be emcee. she would be so chio.. =D


died-ed at 9:41 pm
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Tuesday, October 07, 2003

die liao

i have plenty to do for art. and i think i have done my personal message and library research wrongly. die liao. anyway, today was quite alright.. didn't have that bad mood nudging my elbow today. thank god. and today my dear dear kept me company throughout the boredom of going through english ten years series, the dizzy spells of compound equations, endless figuring out the outdated language of shakespeare and the frantic routine of trying to finish my art homework during the free periods. anyway, i have to complete my observational sketches and my compositions by thursday. ugh. the pressure. and i have to complete my revision for maths and social studies and chemistry by then and i am still stuck at half of the syllabus tested for this year right to this very minute. and i am starving. again. ugh. the pressure again. exams=mugging=hunger=food=additional weight=yet another problem to solve=stress=non-slacko=complains=deardear cheering me up. =D i love you. <3.<3.<3


died-ed at 6:04 pm
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Monday, October 06, 2003

-no use for a title-

i don't care what the fuck you think about me, you meaning peice of shit. you think my blog's a peice of crap, well, what in the fucken blue moon makes you think that you aren't the same? oh no, you're even worse cos wansway salakau is fucken peice of shit which compromises of nothing but disorientated, uncilivised teenagers who just don't give a damn whether they are really worth of the earth's resources. well, if today isn't already bad enough, you could have made it worse, so fuck you asshole. i don't give a damn if the very person who is reading this thinks that i have lost my mind but my question here to you is why in the world are u reading my blogger if you already had enough? see that x button at the top right hand corner of the window? wanna have some magic? click it and it'll disappear. tadaa. and shoo. gee. people certainly have some nerve. expect people to respect their stuff, and they use other's without their permission. they expect ppl to be quiet when they are studying and when other's are fucking trying to concentrate on their fucking studies, they make a hell lot of noise when other's trying to concentrate. and this morning, i took the same lift with tt lady and her stupid kid from the top floor again and i suppose they still haven't learnt the art of pushing the "door open" button for others. and yes, they expect us to open the same button for them when they get off. stupid pair of bitches. ppl like them can never make it through in life. gosh i could have sworn at them if there weren't other people around. expect me to serve you, you must serve me in return. expect me to respect you, respect me first. fuck you cos you caused me to feel the way i am feeling. so can you please destroy me completely before i mend myself again and get destroyed time and again? why don't you lead me to my downfall completely and feel that one satisfaction until you're sick of it and then let me live my own life? what about that huh? a deal or not?


died-ed at 5:27 pm
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Sunday, October 05, 2003

[edit]: update

tired tired tired. just finished my author of the month presentation. it was supposed to be groupwork, but obviously, some of my group members are weird buggers who do not care about their english grades whatsoever, leaving me to do the damned book review and author presentation. thank god lin shan's online so i don't have to print the thang. outta ink. gotta get some. soz anyway, today was supposed to productive, but its amount of production is much lesser than i have expected. hehx. i did the personal message part of my art coursework, leaving me with the library research which just needs cut and pasting and decorating the page and my first hand observational sketches. i mean i have tomorrow after the lit and chem test which i haven't studied for and on tuesday i have enough free periods to fill the pages before having mrs sim to yell or making me feel guilty for not doing my work. yikes. but talked to yaya about some serious shit and stuff. and then we went to stupid.com and laughed at the stupid stuff that they sell there and other stupid shits. there was one joke that goes:"your momma's glasses so thick that when she looks at the map, she can see people waving at her". gahz. lolx. love it. embrace it. as stupid as it may be.


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died-ed at 9:51 pm
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i was made to love you

tt's the title of tha song that has been playing over and over again.. heard it from spookey's blog. :D:D the lyrics are really meaningful and the ppl he dedicated tha song to is just *aww..* very very full after eating fried rice with ayamas drumlets n nuggets.. hehehx. if asyikin knows, she'll kill me. hehe. i think i'll edit this thang later on or somethang. gotta start doing my art prepatory work already. yikes.


died-ed at 1:12 pm
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