Sunday, September 14, 2003

KAY, SO TOMORROW SCHOOL STARTS:

i hate it whenever a new term born.. the nite before that, the normal, are u prepared speeches by my loveleh father, the normal is danapal gonna catch me for offending the school rules worry, the calling of friends for copying of hw, asking anyone who knows the new timetable change, yada yada yada.. and of course the usual,"i put my eldest daughter, nurul atiqah, in charge in taking care of her younger sisters' actions and help them improve in their grades. cos atiqah is the eldest daughter, matured and responsible" yadayadayada... pressurising statement ever made. =S but i think its for me to decide whether i am gonna acheive what i have been hoping for, and at the same time, finally prove others that i can do it if i want to. i want to feel gratified at the end of the day. and i shall never, not ever gonna regret whatever i get at the end of the year, cos whatever results i get, its due to my actions. its due to me. no one to blame but me.


died-ed at 8:20 pm
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I DUNNO WHAT'S UP WITH MY AND MY EARLY BLOG ENTRIES BUT I KNOW ITS GONNA END TODAY..:

..cos school's gonna be back tomorrow and myz is gonna turn into a mugging pumpkin.. gee... and half the class would be on their way to OBS (outward bound school.. see.. i'm so kind. i dun just give the acronyms anymore. but for EOYs.. i guess many ppl wld noe what it stands for: a big ugly monster every student in singapore dread every single year :S) for sunburnts, and midnight amath lectures by siah seng peng>> the smart bastard in my cls. =X and the 3 ppl who sits surrounding me are gonna be missing.. sheesh.. gonna miss them xia.. but its good that half of the class is gone.. the other half of the class would be getting more attention during the whole week of revision.. but alot of ppl that we used to mock during lesson time wld be gone.. that just allows us to think of better mockery for the other half of the class.. (mr yeo, mocking expert, please advice. thx. =p)

i didn't go and visit the library alone after all, yesterday.. fiqi tagged along.. borrowed a few books (3 for my own pleasure of reading and one Joseph Conrad book mrs guna expects us to read for dunno what..), had a hard time deciding where to go next and stuff.. didn't go to cik mah's hse after all cos i was lazy and kinda "forgot" what bus to take there.. its actually i forced myself to forget.. blehz. and fiqi showed me the long face when i told her that.. so, to make her face "short" again[o.0]?, i told her, we'll go home and put our stuff and i'll send her to cik mah's place and she said okay.. but when we reached home, both of us were too lazy to make the move to get out of the hse again, we ended up watching lizzie mcguire the movie.. actually, she wanted to watch nickelodeon the whole afternoon but abang set the cable thingy to parental control so HAHA! but i cldn't watch my mtv either.. i think i'll take back the love u abang thingy from the other blog entry.. =X

i'm kinda impressed with the number of ppl online right now (judging that it's a sunday and ppl usually stay in bed till god knows what time)... 28/144 ppl online... gahz.. why am i posting this anyway? i do need a new bag right now.. cos today's the 14th and my dear backpack is already 2 years old.. (fiqi already sang a birthday song to it just now in the mornign to irritate my soul which was trying to sleep despite the noisy melody of birds going crawk crawk outside the window).. gee and when i was at my tenth minute of sleep, she came in my room and asked.."kak, what's cattle..?" and i was "cow or bull or whatever and get out!" gee.. some ppl can be soo inconciderate.. when she was sleeping in, i didn't even spoil her sleep.. all i did was to finish her breakfast for her.. ;9

i watched the malay news for the first time.. and after that the titian minda debate.. =D i like the way the second debater of the opposition team debate.. so full of dramatic expression.. and the third debater of the opposition team is kinda gayish.. =X momma and abah and fiqi and nenek was supposed to go to shereen's hse after the news cos kakak jan had an operation for appendix but didn't go after all cos abah was tired and fell asleep and actually momma too but she stayed up to watch the titian minda with me.. she kept nudging me and saying "ahh.. this one memorised.." heehee.. cos whenever they stopped and couldn't find the word my mom wld be amused.. heehee.. so kiutz.. =D

gee.. i hate my timetable on mondays.. an hr of maths, an hr of lit, half an hr of maths, break, an hr of english, an hr of social studies, half an hr of geog(i still cannot locate my textbook. gulp. HELP!), an hr lunch and time to get to anderson for 2 hrs of higher malay.. sighz.. i dun feel like going to higher malay tomorrow... i mean its the start of a new term and i just dowanna go there!!! *stamps feet on the ground* gahz.. but the room IS airconditioned and it beats coming home to study summore maths or physics or chemistry or whatsoever. mmmm.. so hungry and there is the smell of toastbread.. =D i think i'm gonna fix myself some breakfast (sooooooooooo un-me) or tell the maid to fix me breakfast.. or call momma to go and get breakfast or stg.. which reminds me.. i haven't started on her webpage yet.. *does tt cartoon/movie loosening the tie and unbutton the collar and gulps* YIKES!
Please die Ana
For as long as you're here we're not
You make the sound of laughter
And sharpened nails seem softer

And I need you now somehow
Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

Imagine pageant
In my head the flesh seems thicker
Sandpaper tears
Corrode the film

And I need you now somehow
Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

And you're my obsession
I love you to the bones
And Ana wrecks your life
Like an anorexia life

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you
Silverchair- Ana's Song. they rawk!


died-ed at 10:00 am
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Saturday, September 13, 2003

SILVERCHAIR- GOOD MUSIC FOR MORNS AND NITES:

dwlded some silverchair songs.. i mean since my silverchair cd is amoungst the many others which was confiscated by momma.. i miss their slow-rock kinda thing... i mean u are the alanis morisette-idungiveadamnabtlife kinda person, they may sound awful.. but other than that, they're good.. go and take a listen.. esp ana's song and miss you love.. =D i am missing a love.. the house is sooo quiet.. gee.. mir's gone for flag day at outram or whatever larh.. at least she can go to bugis, stuff those coins in the tin and go watch a movie or stg.. i'm thinking of going to the library later on.. at ard noon... with yaya.. but i dunno if she wld wanna accompany me.. judging at the normal time she usually wakes up... guess i'm gonna go alone.. not as if i've never gone alone. ugh. bored bored bored.. why must tiger work today....? )=

i watched hillary duff's so yesterday music video.. haish.. the whole song and the vid are total juxtaposes.. she like took her ex's shirt and go ard the 'hood taking pix of ppl wearing the shirt.. and she says that the guy was like sooo yesterday and she was gonna be okay.. just dun get it. what is she tryinna say? is she okay or not okay..? =S finally, some noise in the hse.. bibik's vacuuming the floor and the carpet and stuff... supposed to go to cik mah's hse to take care of lela but dunno larh.. i wanna go to the lib first, grab some reading material and do some serious study for a while and then go to their hse or stg.. whoever spring cleans the store on a sat..? but nevertheless, i'm gonna go there.. beats staying at home.. but probably, i'm going there after the cable's coming.. =D LOVE U BROTHER!!.. heehee.. mir said he suscribed it.. aiyah.. but i think my EOYs'd be affected by the cable cos i dun watch much teevee... =D soz, gotta study real hard for the EOYs.. dun slack oradi larh hor.. in bowen and still wanna slack, its equivalent as looking for a death sentence.. =X


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Your mate is communicative, thoughtful and caring.
Though he/she can be tactless and rude and
sometimes self-interested, he/she enjoys the
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but tiger's taurus.. just like me... actually, comes to think abt it, we're both born on may 5th... =D


died-ed at 10:14 am
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Friday, September 12, 2003

A NIGHT WITH TIGER, A NIGHT OF BLISS:

wonderful, wonderful, wonderful night. beyond magnificent. indescribable feeling... =D went out with tiger.. *GriNS gRinS anD GRRRRRINSSS!!* for movie-dinner-walkinthepark kinda date.. heehee.. he is sooooo sweet.. so i met him at bukit batok (supposedly) but as i was walking from the taxi stand to the mall, he was like driving (or motocycling : take ur pick) next to me and pretend that he dunno me like that.. haha.. and then we went to watch pirates of the carribean... and then dinner at swensen's (another round of mooncake icecream.. yummeh.).. and then a walk in a park.. his presence still lingers here around me.. heehee... gee.. i sound like a girl in love... heehee.. and got me singing like i never did before... oooh... life's a bliss.. at time.. when tiger is ard... ;)

My friends all say there's something goin on,
I'm not the same
They say I'm acting crazy
So what if all I do is spell your name out in the sand
I like to think I'm dreaming

You're all I'm waiting for I's a razzmatazz...
I don't think that I can take it
My heart ticks to the time
It's a ticka tocka tick-it-y-tock

You got me smiling
Like I never smiled before
You got me falling
Like I never fall before
You got me
Feeling like I never can get enough
You got me feeling like a girl in love

It's Friday night
There's something magic hanging in the air
You said I should be ready
I feel the butterflies inside
the ones that shows I care
I'm gonna be your baby

You're all I'm waiting for I's a razzmatazz...
I don't think that I can take it
My heart ticks to the time
It's a ticka tocka tick-it-y-tock

You got me smiling
Like I never smiled before
You got me falling
Like I never fall before
You got me
Feeling like I never can get enough
You got me feeling like a girl in love

You got me smiling
You got me falling
You got me feeling like
Oh no no no no no
Like a girl in love

You make me smile
Like I never never did before
You make me fall
Like I never never fell before
You got me feeling like
Never can get evough
You got me feeling like a girl in love

You got me smiling
Like I never smiled before
You got me falling
Like I never fall before
You got me
Feeling like I never can get enough
You got me feeling like a girl in love


died-ed at 10:21 pm
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3 DAY SMS DETOX IS ON!:

yeah.. spookey, u shld do this too...but the qn is, can i really resist the temptation not to sms for one whole day..? i mean there is such thing as internet sms, rite..? anyway, sms detox don't mean that incoming calls are affected.. *smiles slyly..* heheh.. so ppl, if u wanna contact me, PLS PLS PLS call instead of sms.. sms services resumes only when school reopens okay... spookey really shld do this.. haha.. 128 msgs a day? you are obsessed man... try INTERNET SMS and urm, calling ppl.. u have a nice voice! i'm sure pepper wldnt mind picking up d phone yah... ;)

haha.. mir has to go to school today for her girl guides enrolment thingy.. i just hope that she stays in g.g. till sec 4.. haha.. cos i didn't.. g.g. is some lame c.c.a. sia.. haha.. for my sch anyway.. the activities all not fun one.. then when i went for my dunno what course, that *toot* teacher lost d badge.. gahaha... at least photography isnt that bad.. get the perks to walk ard when ppl sing the national anthem during assembly.. haha.. and we get to see the photos first (and do the processing.. )= )... anyway, i am sure abah is gonna say "pagi² main computer.." when he gets out of his room right this instance... there he goes.. heehee.. lucky i have the Kelly Kids website to support me.. hehex... =D proof of me doing the website for momma's company thingy.. hahaha...

my maid hor.. like to talk alot ley.. yesterday she used the phone for sooo long (i was like picking up the phone every 10 mins and she still hasnt taken the hint until 15 mins after the last pick up) and then today still can give me the attitude face.. and then when i tasted mir's prata telur, she was like "siape habiskan prata dia? nanti kalau dia tanye, bibik jugak yang susah".. i was like helloooooooo, there is still half of it left!! she thinks she is very big, oh puh-lese! she is working for me and my sister..? wah liao.. n then when she dun get what she want, give ppl that stupid attitude, which she thinks by doing that ppl would give her what she wants. oh pls... gimme a break! and oh, i really really really really hate it when i ask her where are my stuff and she goes "kat sana lah.. mana lagi.." like i noe where "sana" is... and when i cannot find it, she'll rummage the whole place (THROWING THE JUNK ON THE FLOOR) like nobody's business... ughhhhhh... luckily, she's going back to her country this december. [lord, help the b*tch].........

aiyah, just now during breakfast, momma was like talking to me abt studies.. one of the things that i really hate talking about.. and she was like, "just concentrate and study at least 2 hrs a day.. just 2 hrs atiqah.. i noe u can do it... furthermore, u do not have tuiton (why does she think i can do it.. i dun have tuition!!).. abang says u are intelligent.. u understand things even though u dun have tuition...(and i am from bowen, he was fr a.s.s.).. u do ur best first and then when you get ur o level results than u can decide where u want to go.. the best jc or the best poly or whatever alright.." oh.. the jc and poly issue again.. (see, now it has a name : The JC and Poly Issue).. the mind-boggling arguement between my left brain and my right brain.. momma says that if i am the bookworm&canstudy type of a person, i can survive jc (ppl, tell me i am the bookworm&canstudy type of a person!) and if i am the experience&independentlearner kinda person, i can survive poly (ppl, tell me i am the experience&independentlearner kinda person!!)... my left brain is now really knocking my right brain and my right brain is hammering my left brain back. ouch. leftbrain argues with rightbrain = myz has a headache... and suddenly.. and angelic brain (dunno come fr where) appears and says "brains, leave the subject matter alone. u have to work together for her to overcome the first monster *sound effects: tatatataaaaaaaa* : O LEVELS...."

~crap. heh.


died-ed at 8:32 am
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Thursday, September 11, 2003

HAHA U HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!:

haha.. i'm talking to fad right now.. and he is complaining abt his school and i was like "haha.. u have to go to school and i dun have to!".. and he put the fone down on me. gee. its not my fault poly students dun get september hols.. or sars hols.. or alarh.. u noe larh.. now so blardie sian.. i got nothing to do.. tried to do the log hw abang told me to do but my brain cannot function for a moment.. cos i am super hungry. ugh.. and if i eat the chocs i bought the other time, my throat would be much worse than it is now.. =S and i wldn't want that to happen...

haha.. whenever ronald comes online, i remember that sick joke zi qing and desmond and junhui and myself created abt his msn nick.. his current nick is "love aint what i want. but its what i need, that's why i need p.q."... and we changed it to "sex aint what i want. but its what i need. that's why i need p.q." and when we made that joke, p.q. stepped into the classroom.. soz ronald was sooo mad at us until we apologised to her... or stg like that larh.. i dun remember...

i saved this thing just now but now i dunno what to write and my brother wanna use the computer and i am deciding whether or not i want to go to bugis tomorrow with ct and marg.. gee......... [o.0]?


died-ed at 8:17 pm
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Wednesday, September 10, 2003

THE MOST UNIQUE SURVEY YOU WILL EVER TAKE
Never mind the hair color, favorite movie, embarrassing moment questions; here's some real different ones. Highlight everything, (copy and paste) change the answers, and forward this to as many people as you can. And remember
to send it back to the one who sent it to you first.

1. First Name: Nurul

2. Were you named after anyone? there are loads of ppl with my name

3. Do you wish on stars? depends on the situation

4. Which finger is your favorite? the one next to the pinky..?

5. When did you last cry? 10 mins ago

6. Do you like your handwriting? i can live with it

7. What is your favourite lunch meat? gee.... kfc..?

8. Any bad habits? yeah.. to irritate and irritate

9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? gemilang something

10. If you were another person, would you be friends WITH you? MYZ IS THE BEST!!! SHE'S THE COOLEST! heh.

11. Are you a daredevil? urm...... urm... urm........

12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? does it matteR?

13. Do looks matter? i seriously dunno

14. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? dun think so

15. do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? rainbows do not have an end in the first place

16. Do fish have feelings? every living thing has

17. Are you trendy? i can't beleive ur asking a trendsetter herself!

18. How do you release anger? there are alot of furniture and flesh for me to damage

19. Where are your second homes? do i even have one.? heh

21. What was your favorite toy as a child? drawing paper and croyolas. born with it

22. What are you useless at? nothing. ;)

24. Have you ever been on radio or television? yeah...

25. Do you have a journal? blog's a journal rite..? i mean sorta...

26. Do you use sarcasm a lot? its my middle name

27. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? *amchio!*

28. What do you look for in a guy/girl? grrr... the grrr.. tiGER!!!!

29. What are your nicknames? Myz, iQah, AtiQ, Q, QiSha, `kiMonSta...

30. Would you bunjee? dear rope, please dun break. my life is ur life

31. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? nope

32. What are you worried about right now? SORE THROAT!

34. Do you think that you are strong? gahz.. very.... ;P

35. What's your favourite ice cream flavor? TIRAMISU

36. Whats your favourite colour? silver, white kinda thing.. pure is myz

37. What is your least fav. thing in the world? quizzes that are claimed to be unique but turns out to be a waste of time but wtf

38. How many wisdom teeth do you have? 149

39. Are you in love w/ anyone? geeee........... wheeeeeeeeeeeeee

40. How many people have a crush on you right now? too many.. the whole world loves me.. what can i say??

41. Who do you miss right now? TIGER!!!!!!! and farhan.. come back already!!!

42. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back? i pasted this at my blog.. so does that answer your question or do i have to elucidate myself?

seriously, this survey is the total opposite of what it claims to be.


died-ed at 5:28 pm
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STILL WASTED FROM THE PARTY LAST NIGHT....:

just got back last night from that bukit tinggi place.. it was real fun.. left on saturday night (whilst waiting, tried to post a blawg budden the thingy got error, soz yeah).. suddenly momma appointed me to be abah's co-driver soz okay larhz.. sit there, talk², eat huge hunks of chocolate, cried cos abang lemme use a spoilt discman, listen to my dad's croaking, sneezing, and drifting asleep... all the way to the rest area at i-dunno-what-the-place-is-called-but-i-know-its-some-restoran-jembatan.. then i changed seats with momma... THEN, i cldn't fall asleep.. so mir and myself were like munching on nachos (weird, it was like 2 in the morning and we were eating cheese stuff.) and listening to my evanescence+alot of crap cd being played on her discman(the working one.. tadaa!!!).. n then when we arrived at the hotel, it was like 3.30? and the place was like a ghost town.. haha.. quite a juxtapose to the scene the next morning.. aah.. the next morning.. had this breakfast at mcdee's cos auntie malar was like craving the big breakfast(oh.. pregnant ladies!) and i was craving the hotcakes but DUNNO WHY!!!! THE STOOPIT MCDEES DUN HAVE HOTCAKES!!!!!!!!!!! and the mcflurry maker didn't noe how to make the mcflurry. =( n then afta dat, go and get eating supplies (which some just became extinct 10 mins after we brought them back to the hotel) and bought some pretzels and stuff.. we met cik amin at the lobby.. he like nvr shave like that.. haha.. n then after that, we cleaned up and stuff and checked out and ate at the food court (oooo, the famous tepanyaki and the yong tau foo and the kwey tiao [o_0]? and the tomyam and the fnc....) and we made our way to Selesa Hillhomes.. sound like old folks home rite? looks a bit like it too.. haha.. it wasn't that bad larh.. the girls made it bad.. ghee.. kay kay... fast forward...

the next day, we went to the bukit tinggi liao lorz.. the ride was...-ear-deafening-... gaahaa.. and we were like listening to eagles and stuff like that on the way up.. whoot.. the whole care was like singing.. n then we went up, took a look at the tariff sheet for the hotel charges up there and checked in.. haha.. and went back down to pack our stuff and went back up there to put our stuff budden the apartment wasnt really ready yet, soz off to the rabbit park!! the rabbit park was really cool.. adjacent to it, there is this reindeer cage[o.0]?.. the reindeer, awesome!! the rabbit park thingy was nice larh.. i didnt go in.. lazie..(isn't that just sooo me) until it started to rain heavily, the kids ran in and then we were like.. where to eat where to eat so hungry.. we went to the colma place(yeah, the french town thingy) to eat liao lorz.. had this lasagne and mir had shepeard's pie.. n then daddy had this pizza with loads of cheese.. yummeh. and then the others came to join us after having a slight lunch at the other place.. n then we bought another pizza... (wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!) and then we went round and round taking pictures and all and then we went to the japanese garden... very very very very very very very nice... =D we could'ave stayed at the colma place, but we stayed at meranti suite instead.. it was nicer compared to the selesa place larh.. so its okay.. that night, we had early dinner.. cik zari bought 3 different flavours of pizza and 5 bulohs [o.0]? of lemang so yeah.. veeeeerriieeee full... lolx... n then at the balcony me and mir were like dancing dancing till the moonlight.. =D

the ride home was fun.. haha.. whilst daddy n momma were dealing with their business thingy, the three of us (me, mir and fiqi) were like making alot of noise in the car.. i kinda made fiqi cry.. haha.. like i always do.. n then me and mir were like critisizing each other until this conversation came out:
[me]: mir, u noe what is sial?
[mir]: dunno...
[me]: sial is the synonym for ameerah.. in fact, all the bad words and the negative things in the world is the synonym for ameerah. mir, u r like a mind map.. got too many links to the bad words in the world..

haha.. and then i was like "eh.. mindmap, pass me the thing.." "eh mindmap, lemme the thing.." and then after we prayed, she kept hitting my butt.. n the created a nick for me: DA SOLID BUTT OWNER... =D haha.. and then when we finally got back from msia.. we were at the customs and we had to declare some of the goods that momma and daddy bought for their business.. n one of the policeman there was really cute!! heehee.. and mir had this bubble gum in her mouth and the was like "bad bubblegum! stay at the back of my mouth or else i bite u!"... GAHAHA.. when i got back, i switched on my baby mobile and sms-ed tiger till ard 2 like that.. accompany him work.. haha.. missed u tiger!


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