Friday, April 30, 2004

<3 i miss you.

i'm gonna go the k to the el. yeah. to k.l., K.L., KUALA LUMPUR. out of this sickening, stressed-infested country. yeah. im gonna indulge on ramlees, not gonna give a damn how many calories or how many years of kept meat its equivalent to. i'm gonna get new tops, new pants and new skirts. gonna get that spa people to work their asses off on me. gonna take my mind of things. im gonna meet my dear uncle and get my cheese. get my friggin cheese. and that's my birthday present from him. cheese. i love my uncle many many. i love cheese even more.


and i'm gonna miss you. alot alot alot alot alot. <3<3


"gotta have you, la

cos i need you, la

need to feel you, la, baby.."


died-ed at 9:23 pm
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Thursday, April 29, 2004

a week.

just one more week. heh.


i'm sick and tired of the long study hours every day. i'm sick and tired of the pressure that's been put onto me by everyone. i'm sick and tired of the endless workload that i have to complete. i'm sick and tired of getting confused over stuff. i'm sick and tired of the fact that i've forgotten things that i'm supposed to know. i'm sick and tired of the neverending guilt i get if i don't complete an assignment. i'm sick and tired of the constant reminder of me owing my parents big time for their efforts for bringing me up. i'm sick and tired of the datelines, meeting and missing them. i'm sick and tired of having classmates who talk non-stop when i'm trying to listen. i'm sick and tired of classmates who fucks around when they are at fault. i'm sick and tired of having to rush from one place to another. i'm sick and tired of everyone and everything. i'm sick and tired of everyone and everything. i'm sick and tired of this situation. this neverending situation. God, please let this year pass quickly. God, please, i don't want to regret. but i'm just sick and tired of this neverending cycle. i'm sick and tired and i want to scream. i'm sick and tired of everyone and everything. i'm sick and tired of everyone and everything.


i'm sick and tired of me.


died-ed at 8:07 pm
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