Sunday, February 08, 2004

someone loves me..

really really!! he/she stole my 2-yr old nickerman slippers and my madrasah skirt. i think i've just made them collectors items. haha. k. bleah.


and the difference between bad gangsters and good gangsters is..?

i've yet to know the answer.


update later larh hor.


died-ed at 11:01 am
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Saturday, February 07, 2004

flag day.. WHOOPIEEE~~~~~!!!!!

today. flag day. organisation? national kidney foundation. tins? nope, we used bags. prollie most of you who read this and were at orchard road or anywhere on this pathetic "red ruby" island called singapore would'ave noticed the cheap labour (actually, it isn't even cheap. its FREE) of students trying on pathetic attempts into getting people to donate but to no avail. singaporeans are fucking stingy and people are fucking sick. so the moral of the story is, don't get sick cos in singapore getting help from people is close to NADA.


and on my part of the whole flag day thang, i donated 40 cents and gave myself 5 pages of leftover stickers. heh. sriwatie donated 11 cents, and some other strangers donated 40 cents?, 50 cents? each. like gee. you're walking along orchard road with shopping bags from zara or mango or whatever and when you take out your LV wallet, all you give was a few cents. thank you for your donation yeah? that amount won't even get a bottle of saline for them kidney patients.


and asking for donation at heartland mall whilst bowling(even though there'll be just two of us if we did it this yr) like last year, would be a much better idea than walking along with a bunch of girls who kept on conversing in a language that i half-understand along orchard road with only $4.55 to my name.


in conclusion? flag day sucks shitznit.


died-ed at 7:23 pm
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Thursday, February 05, 2004

my room, my mess, my business...?

grr. my room's a mess. so what? it's my room. but noooo its their hse. argh.


i screwed up my vectors class test, aced my e-maths common test on vectors and algebra. and i think i'm going to screw up the a-maths test on rates of change blah blah blah. whatever. everyday, there is a test. and ooh, fancy having a physics and a chemistry test on the same day. and to make matters worse, 2 days before sciences test day, there'll be a geography test, and then the next day a social studies test, and then the day after the sciences test day, a higher malay test. test test test. imma blow. thank God for friday, of which i'd only have to bring a change of clothes and my english activity book. gosh. the school better change the time-table soon. PAUL CHUA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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died-ed at 8:17 pm
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Tuesday, February 03, 2004

reminiscing barney.

bwahahahaha. spent the whole night last night talking to guy, singing the barney theme song, the songs that they sung during barney episodes, discussing barney episodes, the kids that acted in barney and hum the tune when they credits started playing. like lolx. and its all because of him, i'm stuck to "i love to eat eat eat, apples and bananas.."... and shan gets agitated everytime i sing that in class today.


reminder: i'm gonna get married to shan tomorrow. heh. we are getting crazier by the day. got a new assistant art teacher, mr wong. and i wonder where ms ho vanished. she's so pretty and nice. i bet if i'm lesbian, i'll flirt with her like crazy. bwahahaha. and i'll flirt with xin jie and eunice and of course, LIN SHAN. haha. lin shan. we'll make very good flirters amoungst our own gender. gahz. shafiqah better remember to bring her lp dvd tomorrow. haha. amaths test. geez. gotta study. fuck amaths. nOOOOO. MUST LOVE CALCULUS!


died-ed at 8:27 pm
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Monday, February 02, 2004

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REENIE!

this post would be especially be for my dear cousin, Shereen.




one day we'll prolly forget about those kiddy kiddy times, when we were still in kindergarten and our carefree oh-so-cute days, but while our memory still lasts, i'll try to recall and reminisce those wonderful days..


ooh, before that, i'll just fast forward a few years yah? till both of us are already in primary school.. heh. i remember those days when i visited granny and then i'll end up spending hours at your place playing *ehem ehem* teacher teacher or or GUTS or or GHOSTS or NURSES or make a talentshow just for us. haha. i remember the seriousness in our play. made tests and spelling bees for those teacher-inspired days. and sang songs by SPICE GIRLS. aha. you were geri, i was victoria. and i remembered yaya was baby, kin was sporty and mira was mel b.. LOLx. were we cute or what?! and oh, remember the UNTUKMU song by feminin? we used to sing that alot too rite..? and the oooohing part always ended up as "haahhahahahaha". well, glad that we are still as crazy. like yeah, over raps and beats and stuff. heh. should freestyle with you one day man!


then there were those neoprints days and those going-out-with-auntie-julia days and stuff.. haha. we were quite a pair.. no, wait. YOU,ME, AMEERAH, KHAIRIYAH AND SHIKIN were quite a pair. then we got older and got more matured, we'll spent every single time together yakking about stars, going thru lime mags and stuff. haha. and ooh, i remember our food fetishes. going to the shops opposite to get spring chicken and french fries.. out endless trips to the mama shop to get popsicles. ooh,the mama shop.. remember those "mystery packages".. we'll get loads of them too and hope that one of the packages would contain a dollar or two. haha. young and dumb, we were..


then i remember the sad moments when grandad passed away. i recalled us at the hospital lobby, rearranging the sofas so that we can sleep in a circle. but we never did sleep a wink. i guess God didn't want us to. remember when we couldn't sleep and we went back to the icu floor and commotion was hectic. grandad just passed away. i always felt that was the reason why we couldn't rest our eyes for a moment. i remember the solemn moment when everyone was standing around the hospital bed, crying. i remember US sitting in kikin's room after that, crying. then slept and woke up just to cry again. i remembered us standing in a distance at the cemetry cos the ground was muddy and we would be sinking. i remember us hugging each other telling that it'll be alright, recalling the police-and-theif games that we used to play with grandad, the japanese songs he used to sing, the tv ariel he used to change alot, his hard-working days making currypuffs...he was a good man. he was part of us.


then i remember our little fight that started with the stussy logo, to school uniforms to body sizes. haha. then somehow we kissed and made up.. urm, technically anyways. and now, we are still as close as before. thank God for that. haha. i still cannot get over that we are both narcisstic bitches who just LOVE to take pictures of ourselves.. ooh,and us against that BITCH, ooh. i love that alot. i love us dissing her. yeah mean. we totally rock. i loved the sleepover with you. i loved learning how to play pool from you. ooh, i loved to see you in that ballerina swimming outfit again. :D:D:D:D:D you see, there are many things that i love the both of us doing together(oh, before i forget, we still have to have that day out together. ;).. the most important thang is that I LOVE YOU. (kay, this sounds a lot like barney.) and remember i'll always be there for ya, sistah!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST SHEREEN,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! MUAHCKSZX!


died-ed at 11:00 am
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