Sunday, October 19, 2003

a lil too early to blog.

i shldn't have put that stupid alarm on my phone. woke up at friggin 5.50. lay in bed for some 3 minutes. got up, knocked my dad's door and sit on the toilet for some 8 minutes. and what i deposited there is up to your imagination. =b neway, i don't think imma go online for the rest of the day. scares me that tomorrow i have got art and add maths and i have only 17.5 hrs. oh no. 14.5 hrs. ahh. madrasah. just when imma finish my exams, its gonna start next wk. gee. cruelty cruelty. gahz. i've been donating alot to the toilet. ahax. disgusting thought but gee, can't help it. soz today imma do my last colour scheme for art and get mir to return my art supplies. hehx. my dahling acrylicssss... :P:P i am obsessed. and imma practice more addmaths and matrices and graphs and all sorts of torture for the brain. hahx.
this is especially for sophian aka spooky aka salt or pepper(whichever one is you? your new unofficial nick from me to you now is gonna be chiwawa, awlright? because that stupid song reminds me of ur pitas, which reminds me of u. so... urm.. chiwawa! bleakz.


died-ed at 6:36 am
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Saturday, October 18, 2003

haha. i violated angelfire. =X

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haha. i totally lost it. i pasted my html thang on my angelfire thang so now they cannot disable my account cos i have made a web! :D kk.. back to studying and my dear dear.. and oh ya, mir bought me an o.p. shirt. its blue(nice blue, not dark blue. i am beginning to hate blue) and it has a big pink ice cream cone at the back. and the logo at my breasts(yeah, my breast) got tt op flava thang. geez. i am describing a tshirt. i am sick.

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heehee. go n click to one of those pix of mine and go figure. haha. anyway, since they disabled my account, imma create another one and make sure that i won't violate their account again. chatted with huimin(zhonghua sec) just now. missed her loads seh!! :D:D and her specs.. and her blur, hamtaro face.. :D and together with my other primary school friends. oh. those times again and again.


died-ed at 2:46 pm
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Friday, October 17, 2003

its raining in the hall!

it did alright. because it the rain was too heavy that it seeped through the high small-opening windows and from the gallery and stuff and got some of us a little wet. well, my calculater screen was covered. so yeah. it rained in the hall. :P and fok peng still managed to add that whilst we were doing our exam. hehx. chem was a bummer. i didnt even do section c because i am too stupid to understand wtf the question is talking about because i copy notes in class blindly. let was... oOOoOOokAy. just like that. hehx. i like ash's nick: Gentlemen, good night.. Ladies, Good Morning (laugh).. And that's it. hahax. talk about jt and his crazy genre mix ups. gonna slack today. 3 more papers. and then i'm free. or as what i think so. i so totally do not like parent-teacher meetings at the end of every semester. its the same shit year in and year out. =$


died-ed at 2:46 pm
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Thursday, October 16, 2003

i was supposed to study at mcdees....

...but, thanks to yaya, i spent the whole afternoon doing weird stuff all over singapore, well at least the northern part of singapore. hehx. some parts lah. in the morning danapal kao peh-ed with us because 3 ppl in my class wore p.e. outfits during the exam period. like wtf? anyway, when she finally finished kao peh-ing and we made our way to the hall for the exams, she asked kula why his hair is long and gee he was so relaxed he replied,"it grows everyday, lah".. gee. like just because his mom is teaching at the exact same school. haha. he is some cool shit. maths exam was a blunder and geog was *:D:D* hehx. well, at least its easier than the ss paper yesterday. gee. mr yeo did his lame thang when he gave us the string to tie the paper. go n put it on us girls' heads. gee. lame larh lame! anyway, met yaya after school and went to seletar mcdees. was supposedly going to study there but she brainwashed me. haha. we took the bus to supposedly yishun but ended up at khatib mrt. hehe. and then there's this cute guy behind the ezlink card machine~!!!! but there was another heart-throb at another mrt station. bishan to be exact. ARGHHHHHHH!! he's soooo hot. like an out-of-the-poster model for u2 or giodarno or something even more classy. OBVIOUSLY NOT LOCAL. hehx. with his hair which falls just right, his bod so sexy and wet, and his face so fresh and handsome and his shades made him all soooo perfect. *thinks of the moment again and again and again..* stupid us had to get down from the mrt!!!!!!!!!!! arghhh... anyway, we went straight into junction 8. went to o.p. to see some new arrivals and then went to u2 to look at sweaters. so gonna buy tt shirt from o.p. with her. :D:D sisters man!! =p and then we went to hush puppies and talk about what kind of shoe we should wear for raya. and then to esprit. was going to try some nail polish. but naaah.. some other time.. n then to seiyu to look at more stuff and we raided best denki(or whatever) to decide what to buy when we get our raya money.. =p so gonna buy me some hair straightener.. and hair curler.. and new handphone.. and small tvee for our rooms.. and new steroes.. and telephones(she wants scooby doo, i want tazmanian devil and we r sooo gonna get tt old one for nenek).. and blenders for milkshakes.. and pdas.. and we touched the nokia engage!!! haha. i am crazy. and then we went to look at bags at minitoons.. hehx. the bag huixin bought was from there and its fucken 29.90. i might as well get something more brandy. =S but the green coloured version isn't bad looking. tt is something so lin shan. hehx. after that we went to the toilet to let yaya go do some business (why the eff am i posting this part of the trip). and we took neoprints!! *i am forbidden to put this(the neoprints i mean) on the net. its an agreement between yaya-world and iqah-world* hehex. and there's one neoprint that is gonna diss mira. :D yaya is like grinning next to me. hehx. kk. *yaya is now known as hairi. complain liao. bluekz. n then we went to why pay more? to look at shoes and stuff. and there's this shoe which its u.p. is like 89.90 and now its like 59.90. hehx. we are soo gonna get it. hehx. after raya after raya. hehee. i'm soo not gonna save my money this yr. and then we took the train to amk n the bus home. hehx. i feel as if i took the train too much today. =$ kk. gotta study. 8 chapters. and lemme begin from number 1...



alaa ke dodo, chup chup, mmmuuah, haha! :p *this is for yaya*, i mean.. hairi.. =X


died-ed at 5:09 pm
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Wednesday, October 15, 2003

packing breakfast

i am overobsessed with packing breakfast to school every morning. i mean, at least me and some of my classmates. ehex. and there's like this group of malay minahs in my school who keeps staring at us girls who actually bring our own breakfast to school instead of going to the same old stall to get breakfast. besides, packing saves cost. and time queing up. :D:D and when i get lazy, i don't have to go to that damned place to get my daily doze of energy. and i have variety and it'll be according to my mood and my tupperware rawks. lolx. i tried to get geography into either side of my brain but i guess this time both sides share the same characteristics: humanities sucks and that means geography. well, emath paper 1 was quite alright. confident in getting only 60 out of 80? well, i still have paper 2 to back me up. :D:D gotta study tonight. so yeah. social studies was a drag. what can i say, humanities!! gee. its not as if its gonna serve me any purpose after secondary school. hehx. i am gonna be a businesswoman. not a politician or an agriculturist. gee. and gosh 3 teachers said i look so stress .. mr yeo told me to relax cos my face look extra sian like that. and then mrs tan was like "atiqah, why you look so stressed? relax larh.. kay i give u some physics tips *whisper whisper*" and the physics tips i AIN'T posting it here. i am downright evil. thank you. :p bleakz. and then mrs sim asked me abt my preparation for the exam and stuff cos i waited for 1 whole hour so that i could buy the acrylic paints (which i am very much in love in right now, other than my dear dear) from her. arghh. she told me i could have seen her straight away after my exam so i could go home and study. stupid stupid stupid me. anyway, she told me its good that i have finished one of my colour schemes cos now i can concentrate on my other subjects and leave my last colour scheme for the weekend or something. good time management, she said. heehee.. of only she knew... =$ never mind that. gaaaaaahz.. other school students have already completed their exams and i have got 4 more days and about 6 more papers to go. gee. god, please diminish them quick!! well, at least i don't have to go to school on the 22nd and 28th, i think. and thank god i have a slacko form teacher called andrew yeo cos i can betcha he won't talk much on parent-teacher meeting (cum death day for me cos report bks are going to be issued out and hopefully our PAST YR'S school mag.).. just hope he has some symphaty and humanity(and this is the humanity i DON'T hate) to save my ass.

died-ed at 5:06 pm
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Tuesday, October 14, 2003

alibi.

Did you come down to give me

or take me away

I had so many things to tell you

But now I don't have much to say

This feeling like we're hiding out, is getting in the way

Let's quit the town just look around

There's nothing here to keep us alive

If they try to run us down

You know I'm on your side

And I want you to be my alibi

So they won't find me

And they won't find you

And we may tell lies

But we may be true

Did you come down to take me

Or give me away

I had so many things to ask you

Now you don't have much to say

And these alchoholic afternoons, are getting in the way

Let's quit the town just look around

There's nothing here to keep us alive

If they try to run us down

You know I'm on your side

And I want you to be my alibi

So they won't find me

And they won't find you

And we may tell lies

But we may be true

I want to be your alibi...

Til the day we die.


and that was the lyrics to alibi by duncan sheik. it's kinda addictive. got stuck in my head. ear worms, i think. or at least what i recalled. i actually paid attention to shakespeare today. :D well, mrs yu gave us additional tips for this friday. found just enough time to blog, so yeah. i was let off early for art because i finished at least one of my colour schemes. so studied a little more social studies and maybe imma revise my emath again. and after that geography and after that chemistry. dear dear taught and gave me a lil tips on social studies, so yeah. and now my maid is staring at me like as if i owe her my life like that. gee. i bet she can't wait for my mum to go to that dinner with the president so that she can watch the telly. i beleive if i put enough effort to my eoys, holidays wouldn't be like some summer camp. gee. about 2 weeks to fasting month. i am soo gonna miss lunches. =$


died-ed at 4:41 pm
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Monday, October 13, 2003

i prefer clear. but oh well.

[edit]and here are the images of my wonderful art peices.. :D:D

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snatched it from urbanini's blog who got it from i don't know who. heh. had english papers 1 and 2 today. it was quite alright. i wrote about success for my free writing essay. and the letter writing wasn't something i have confidence in. shucks. the paper 2 passage was abt diabetes.. and i got all guilty concious cos i am diabetic and i don't give 2 shits about it because all i want to do now is to complete my secondary school life, get a good o level grade and get a diploma in business or design and go start a business and THEN i would give 2 shits about diabetes. heh. i think imma study summore emath and then sleep or something. and oh, i was like doodling on the scrap paper from english and a drop of water dripped onto it. and i looked up at the ceiling, the teacher came up to me and asked,"are you okay? why are u crying?". geez. and i have got this issue with these lower sec people who hang around in the mall and won't shut up whenever they see another bowenian around or a bowenian in their home clothes or whatever. i mean.. geez. have they not seen humans before? =$ issues. issues. *shakes head*



died-ed at 1:36 pm
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