Sunday, August 24, 2003

LOVE SONGS ARE HARD TO WRITE, HARDER TO COMPOSE BUT EASY TO CHERISH:

i find this so true.. i mean true love songs are so legendary nowadays.. just count how many love songs are there left that has a real true meaning..you never hear any britney or christina or vanessa singing a song that will really set its place deep in your heart because of its meaning and its melody. nope.. u must listen to a kenny, richard and a willie nelson to get the song really into ur head.. and if ur lucky to have a partner who is a full time sucker for love songs, she'll remember it for life.. no wonder ppl nowadays are getting stupider.. they listening songs that do not have a genuine meaning to its melody.. gosh.. teenagers listen to true songs.. with deep meaning... they keep it in their minds... no wonder the ministry have to keep cancelling things from the syllabus each year..

it is difficult for a person to love and to be loved in return. i dun beleive in one life, one friend and one love.. if so, how do we would be able to identify our strengths and weaknesses? gosh, whoever says that they are gonna love each other forever must be lying.. if so, why do ppl break up, why do people sign up for divorces when they swore to love each other forever? i noe ghandhi one said "if there is love, there is life.." i may not be a great fan of love.. i mean i was but not anymore.. but i think what ghandhi said is true... without or moms or dads or 5 yr old condoms, we wun be living.. oh sheesh... why am i discussing this subject again?

anyway, i didn't know teachers day is coming and this coming friday would be a half school day.. soz yeay.. maybe me and shirin and ain and syimah and azzimah can meet and rosyth or stg and we can all go out.. =D gahz.. madrasah was full of shit and paper work.. hate it alort.. poor adilah.. she couldnt sit with me and asyikin.. bleahz.. soz anyway, me and asyikin was like playing snake and bantumi the whole time.. talking crap and stuff... oh goodness... and when faisal presented his rokok thing.. i find him irritating.. he's like trying to act cool like that.. i mean, dear, enuff of it already and MOVE ON WITH UR EFFED BREAKDANCING LIFE!... k phew.

The Truth About Girls
1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.
2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.
3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.)
4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.
5.When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.
6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually is not sure how to react to them.
7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare 'okie?
8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.
9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.
10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).
11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in any way.
12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.
13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.
14. A smile means a lot to a girl.
15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.
16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.
17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.
18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.
19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.
20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.
21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories .
22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first look at the girl next to her crush before actually looking at herself.
23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.
24. Girls love having fun!
25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.
26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through
27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.
28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.
29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.
30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.


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Saturday, August 23, 2003

GEE.. DO I HAVE TO FIGHT WITH THEM EVERY NIGHT?:

gosh i so hate this life i am living in now.. its as if i am the sworn enemy.. the only one who remonstrates here.. so effing irritating.. i mean gosh.. i was only trying to finish up my chapter on my book and daddy was like "quick take ur wudhuk"... and then he scolds me for hogging on the damned computer.. i mean relax dude... i am just gonna finish this effing thing and it wun take half ur lifetime so chill aight.. geez.. and when i said something abt my brother.. u noe what he says..? he says "dun include my son in this conversation." i sooo know what he meant.. my bro is the sole mastermind, the sole gratification for this family.. ugh need i say more...? it just gets sooo irritating i just feel like writing "i am the omen when i was born. now i am gone, ur lives are blessed" and jump down from my bedroom windor or stg. ugh.


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IN ANOTHER WORDS, DADDY LEMME SLEEP!!!!:

grrr.. daddy had to wake me up so early at 9 am and make me go to the toilet to wash my face and brush my teeth and then make me eat breakfast.... but it was nasi lomak, so its okay.. =D gee... i can be so acquiescent at times.. haha.. especially when nasi lomak is involved. or cheese or lasagna or anything to do with cheese.................. is just haven. *tWinkLes*

anyway, i have got a pathetic 3 outta 25 for geography test.. geez.. and to think tt i stayed up all night studying. i spent 20 mins studying for my amaths test and i have got a 95% for it.. this just goes to show that i shouldn't study as hard as i did for geography test cos i'm gonna flunk it if i know too much.. haha.. i guess i just misinterpreted the question or sOOoOOooOmething like that. *BlEahz*

oh sharks, tomorrow gort madrasah and my team[me, ain, radhiah, syafiqah and adilah] havent even started on the stoooooopit project. so blardie sianz. well, i'm gonna keep my feet and fingurs crossed, hoping tt the other teams take more than their time limit for their presentation.. i've tons of hw, dammit.. amath, emath, 2 hmt essays + 1 lakaran, english..... and geez and dun have to do half of what i have just stated.. since almost my entire schoolbag is in the class cupboard, except for my amaths textbook tt is.. oh sheesh. n the rest of the 3d population is doing the same thing too. wat a bunch of lollygaggers we are.. oh gosh.. i almost forgotten my art hw: 3 different views of your self-potraits and it has to be in colour-shading... and i'm handing it in on monday, so 10 points off from iqah..[i was gonna write griffindor. omg]

anyway, yesterday was so blardie boring. in the morning was our physics practical period.. soz, yeah.. i did it with nurul and we were like melting the solution and then take down the temp and time for it to solidify again. n then the graph.. was a nightmare. gahz. n then it was geog, got back tt damned test paper.. and then it was pc n we had a debate abt laden n laleh [mr yeo had difficulty saying their names n it ended up sounding like this: lalalele =x].... haiyohz.. they debated until recess, the end of it tt is.. gahz.. n then it was 3ple maths.. we finished our unfinished emaths test from thursday and then we went thru a few qns of our amath hw and then we did movie reviews and insulted alot of ppl.. haha.. mr yeo rawks, but 3d rawks it best!... haish.. i'm gonna miss the other half of the class when they go for obs in september.. its gonna be sooo lonely.. but hey, we'll get our exam tips and they get a hell of a sunburn. =x

neway, yesterday the sight of our literature textbook was sooo common amoungst the sec 3.. the c.a. wasn't that bad anyway.. all the questions tt monkey got give us before liao marhz.. so it was easy... kay larhz.. i mean for the first time i really wrote quality and quantity for my essays and passage-based qn.. and i had to walk home alone yesterday.. in the hot sun... GRRRR....

soz anyway, i talked to sid for quite a while yesterday.. played the guitar with him and talked alort of stupid things larh... gee.. he's nice.. n i didn't noe he is kak salwa's classmate.. lolx.. n then he had to hang up the phone and just as he hanged up, mas called me and talked alort of shit with me too.. i'm supposed to be in bintan now.. but hor.. because of my cousin, i'm like here, waiting for his call whether or not we have got the tickets from his mom..

yesterday i was soo mad at my brother. i mean he does this thing he had been doing twice already. first he says i dun study enuff, tt's why i get low marks for my first amath test which i didnt ace. i mean, for heaven's sake! he isn't at home and he accuses me of spending long hours on the computer. and then yesterday he told my dad that i am tooo addicted to music.. sheesh, i dun even have a discman anymore. he spoilt my first one and then he wun lemme use the one that we were supposed to share. goodness.. the only music i listen to is on my mp3s and my own sweet melody. =S goodness.. and when my dad asked me abt the s.w.a.t. movie, he was in the same hall and i was like,"how am i supposed to know? i'm a music addictor, not a movie one". gosh i felt great for tt instance when i saw his face turning into some big, giant tomato. he dun have the right to judge my actions without being present half the time i am at home. gosh. and now, i won't spoil my saturday thinking of tt idiot.

anyway, raymond saw my i.c. yesterday and he was like.."atiq sooooo cute!!" i noe wat it meant.. haha.. my eyes were opened too big.. haha... even the person who did my i.c. said so.. she said i looked cute.. haha.. i mean cute gumball.. not as in cute pretty. alarhz.. u noe i noe.. khee... daffi saw my pix on msn vs 6 [ehem, free advert] and he said i looked gothic.. haha.. it was a sleepover thing and my fren kept snapping with my digicam.. heehee.. which reminds me i haven't sent lin shan her pix with sam... even worse.. nurul and my photo during national day.. =x

bleahz.. remind me to ask the auntie fr the western stall what she put in tt chicken gravy.. tastes so nice with her fries.. heehee.. gosh i am soo cheapskate.. dwlding how to deal because i can never find the time to go to the theatre to watch it legally.. haha.. the only times when i went to watch a film with mir was when i skipped hmt and continuously smsing shez asking her whether she cld meet budden her reply never came.. how could she!! ahaha.. naah.. its okay.. no biggie... gosh.. iqifiqi is taking such a long time to get her Quran to go to her mengaji... she was ready like an hr ago but still havent effed off yet... =x like finally they opened the front door.. ;) i'm peeling off the remains of the tissue fr the wound fr the escalator fall.. it soo yucky, the dried tissue tt is.. n sooo hard... oh goshie... damn.. its only in the morning and i'm blogging like its the end of the world or the nazis are gonna take me soon and ppl shld read my last words.. khee.. bleahz.. the part one of how to deal is complete.. man i'm gonna watch it... i wonder if mir is still angry at me for buying tix for homerun instead of league of extraordinary men and for dropping her fren's hair straightener on the floor.. well, i guess not yet.. wait till i break her guitar..... *smiles maliciously...*


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Thursday, August 21, 2003

I MISS MY SARAH LAU ;o):

okay.. i just got back from higher malay.. haiyahz.. its soo crappy.. we have to do some essay based on the ending on not being able to forgive ur sibling but praying that God wld give u the eye opener and still accept her.. haha.. and for 45 mins, i sat there, talking to azzimah and complaining not having any idea on what to write about.. and i ended up with the story line like this: my younger brother is close to my daughter and then they go to london together with her friends.. n then she kena rape n then u noe, the usual things...

so, anyway, on our way home, me and azzimah and nurul were in the bus and we were like talking... me and azzimah tt is.. huda was bz reading my crappy sms-es and laughing to herself.. haha.. and then suddenly she said something and it sounded like an arabic alphabet and azzimah continue and i continued and we all recited the whole thing together.. haha... so hillarious... actually, i got nothing to say.. but i kept singing this song in my head and out loud the whole day..:

Teruntukmu hatiku
inginnya ku bersuara
merangkai semua tanya
imaji yang terlintas
berjalan pada satu
tanya selalu mengangguku
seseorang itukah dirimu kasih

kepadanya yang tercinta
inginnya ku mengeluh
semua resah di diri
mencari jawab pasti
akankan seseorang
yang kuimpikan kan hadir?
raut halus menyelimuti jangtung ku

cinta hanyalah cinta
hidup dan mati untuk mu
mungkin kah semua tanya kau yang jawab

dan tentang seseorang
itu pula diri mu
ku bersumpah akan bercinta......


cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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*isnt this just sooo sweet......*


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Wednesday, August 20, 2003

I'M SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING CHEM OR EMATH OR JUST DOING MY ART HOMEWORK NOW BUT I AM NOT BUDGING:

read the title and understand my current situation.. sheesh.. is tt bitchy or what..? gosh, i think i am like gonna be sian when half the class goes to obs... sighz.. at least zi qing and desmond not going.. =D

i need a new layout but i am lazy to do it... any volunteers..? if there is.. just msg me at my mobile alright..? gonna study or do my hw or stg now.. soz blahz.

heres the lyrics to grow old with u by adam sandler:
[Billy Idol (Speaking):] Good afternoon everyone.
We're flying at 26,000 feet, moving
up to thirty thousand feet, and then we've got clear skies
all the way to Las Vegas, and right now we're bringin you some in-flight
entertainment. One of our first-class passengers has written a song
inspired by one of our coach passenger, and since we let our first-class
passengers do pretty much whatever they want, here he is.

[Robbie Hart (Singing):]
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you


oh gosh.. why do i have a feeling tt i posted this before..? deja vu...
and oh, the wits team got gold this time.. congrats


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Tuesday, August 19, 2003

MY DREAM COMES TRUE ON THIS DAY...:

I'VE GOT 19/20 aka 95% FOR MY AMATHS TEST ON TRIGO... LIKE WOW!!!! haha... finally.. not only i passed my amaths test, i aced it!! wooohooooooooo... next challenge:handphone bill... Gosh.. i'm like full of crap... *bleahz* haha.. i finally bother to blawg my day today.. cos i'm in good mood.. but i dun bother to change my unky mood or my imood.. doesn't matter anyway cos i keep having mood swings these days.. according to azlan tt is...

anyway, today was fun!! kay... but english lesson wasnt larhz... soz i came to sch, and wendy was like.. "atiqah.. i brought for u the peach crossoint tt u like.. u want or not..?" and i was like.. "DUH WENDY!! THANK YOU!! LOVE U!!" kay larh.. my reply was in my heart not out loud.. or desmond they all would be staring at me like i'm some lesbian like tt.. haha.. english we did the summary writing for the elephant thing.. which reminds me, i forgot to bring my 10-yrs series home so i cannot do my homework.. geez.. n yeah, yesterday or stg i got my modal test back and i scored full marks.. haha.. anyway, during english zi qing drew this thing on the ppl fr our class... CUTE LIAO LOR!! khee~ anyway, after english, it came the lesson i was agonizing.... AMATHS.. *SOUND EFFECT PLEASE!!!: deng deng deng deeeeng...* and mr yeo was like " there are some great surprises on how low and how high the scores are " and when it was my turn to get my paper, ronald and desmond was like "kay kay.. quiet.. atiq's turn.." and mr yeo was like.. "atiqah.... 19.." khee... i was soooooo happy... but wasn't quite happy when i found out where i lost 1 mark.. *UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH!!*

kay, anyway, after amath, we had recess.. i ate the peach crossoint.. *thank u wendy again.. ;)* and a hashbrown.. with ct and marg n tein.. kay larh.. we eat we nvr talk one.. suddenly after the dispersion of ex-2a 2002, the cls like very awkward like tt.. talk like strangers.. =S after break, it was lit.. mrs yu damn farnie noe.. she said she didn't wanna give the upcoming c.a. the question.. just hints.. n then she talk talk talk end up she gave us the qn and the ans without her realizing it at all.. haha.. it was the first time since the sars outbreak i paid attention to her.. khee.. anyway, after lit was 3 free periods, so wat else, SLEEP LARH DEY!! then it was lunch break and then we went to the art room to assemble to go to Singapore Arts Museum to view the Art Elective Programme Exhibition.. why am i being so lengthy..? omg..

anyway, mrs sim briefed us n then we went to the foyer and ppl was like avoiding it cos we saw a danapal reversing out of the carpark.. haha... soz anyway, we got onto the bus.. i sat with Sowmya cos she wun lemme sit with lin shan and sam and jillian and bernard at the back.. haha.. but i dunked my stuff there anyway.. n then on the way, we took pictures with my digicam.. lin shan and sam's pix are cool.. so is bernard's and jillian's.. but me and shan's and sowmya.. was sooo COMICAL.. haha.. kay kay.. fast forward..

we reached the place and then we walked to the museum the entrance.. gort into twos with our partners [initially me, shan and sow was together then jing wen gort no partner so sow and jingwen but me and shan complained tt 2 great artists were together so it wasnt fair for the both of us soz shan and sow changed so i was with sow and shan with wen budden wen complained she felt short soz shan changed with jillian soz jillian was with wen and shan was with sam and i was with sow.. get it?] and then whe dunked out bags into these "lockers" n then we went it and made a lort of noise.. haha.. no larhz.. we went up this spiral staircase and got to the exhibition and were going ooh aah ooh aah.. haha.. they were really good.. the art peices..

ms ooi was good in expressing her art terms.. she said tt we bowenians use the traditional bowen method to paint.. tt is to be greedy.. haha.. n then she tought us alort of stuff.. which by now my fingers feel too tired to type.. haha.. kay soz after that we were supposed to sketch out the painting tt we like.. tt was the fun part.. me and sowmya sketched the art peice entitled metamorphosis by this nanyang gal or guy.. sec 4.. very very very very very nice.. the painting.. not our drawings, unfortunately.. haha..

and then on our way back to school, sowmya was preparing her speech to the school tomorrow.. aiyoh.. the school ask the students to do alort of stupid shit one leyz.. haha.. n then i was like talking to azlan on the phone until serangoon n then we put down.. then at the marg hse there gort this tree came out of its roots and fazlina joked abt wat sow did to it and fok peng was like.." aiyah.. girls' jokes.. so lame.." and as if guys' jokes are soooooo farnie.. sheesh.. they can be so lame tt only they themselves are laughing at the joke and we gals are laughing at the foolishness... oops.. dun mean to be sexist..

then me and shan went to mcdees and then we took the same bus as zi qing and jackson and jason and one other guy i dunno his name.. jackson went to hg mrt just to take the mert home to serangoon.. lame rite? n then i ate fillet o fish with shan and then joan n her parents appeared... anyway, joan's sistur's bf very yan dao ley! haha.. too bad.. taken.. as if i wld have a chance.. gee... anyway, we ate and recorded movies with my digicam and then when they went to tuition and i went home and the bus driver was soo blardie slow i waited for the bus for 25 minutes and reached home at ard 6.30.. ghee~ anyway, now i am supposed to be beat and i am here, after a long long time, blogging my ass off like it is no one's business.. it IS no one's business... anyway, maybe i'm going to join mavis for the amath tuition but its abt 120 a mth for 8 lessons... but lin shan says its worth it, so i think i shld give it a try... haizZzZzZ... ne one reading this, if gort ne a maths tutor to recommend, do contact me at my hp.. thank u.. haha.. and i guess tt wld be a fat chance.. ghee... i still havent got over my 19 out of 20 aka 95% a math score.. and to think i used to get 1 or 2 for amaths class tests.. this is really tickling my stomach.. haha...

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