Sunday, June 08, 2003

Take the What Type of Friend are
You? quiz, and visit mutedfaith.com.
[Me.]



i'M a GoooOOOOoooOOoooD FriEnd!!!! yEay!! n uRm.. No, nO teN buCks Fer nEoNE.. i'M bRokE mYselF!



died-ed at 1:47 pm
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madrasah gort position num. 7. b for fiqh, a for akhlaq n akidah n al-quran, c for tafsir and a* for arab. hehx. i cut myself again yesterday. my mum took away my cds, my cd player, my stereo, my handphone, my phone, my doorknob, my magazines, my everything. soz my life is officially over from this moment on.


died-ed at 12:18 pm
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Saturday, June 07, 2003

i hurt my dad yesterday by showing him my record book. its bad. i mean my dad was so disappointed at me. he said tt he wasted alot of time and energy for me and this is what i gave him. i wish i could talk back but that would be rude, to them at least. he said that in this family he has got no children to be proud of except for my brother. yes, my clever brother. the one who got into anderson sec and then into njc and then got a scholarship from my dad's company to go to university to take engineering. how irritating can that get? after he scolded me, and my bro "talking" to me, i closed the door, took my penknife, switched off the light, lay down on my bed and let the light from my hp to continue. the, i just cut myself. i've got ten scars on my arm now. i thought that it would hurt but then it actually felt kind of good. it's better to hurt outside than to hurt inside, i guess. and as i watched the blood emerged from my torn skin, i felt the exhiliration. bloody exhiliration. i cried but whatever for, i do not know. i realised that i like to make people happy, but i'm not happy myself. it feels like bull when you are considered as a failure to your parents. it certainly feels like bull.


died-ed at 11:37 am
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Friday, June 06, 2003

Oh My God! Your ego has reached interplanetary
dimensions! If someone wanted to measure it
they would need to do it in terms of light
years. You need to get a grip.. seriously. You
aren't impressing anyone with this you know...
get away from me.


How big is your ego?
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mAn.. i'M i TaT EGoiStiC?


died-ed at 8:47 pm
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Hey, you are the best thing since sliced bread!!
Everyone loves you...You are an OREO cookie!!


What Cookie are You?
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died-ed at 4:18 pm
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Your Silent Art! you tend tto be a bit quit and the
best example is that neighbor in American
Beauty.. Go out and take pictures of more bags
flying in the air! the world is your canvase..


~What Type of Person R U~ (for Girlz)
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died-ed at 4:04 pm
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Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel.

aka: a bitch.. bleahz!
one liner of the day:School is just an elaborate plot by vampires to obtain the blood of teenagers through periodic blood-drives.



died-ed at 3:52 pm
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Thursday, June 05, 2003

-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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luvstruck i am........



died-ed at 6:54 pm
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And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat chorus

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Repeat chorus 3x


died-ed at 6:47 pm
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Wednesday, June 04, 2003

Blue Eyes


What Color Eyes Should You Have?
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BluE eyEs aRe nICe thOugh.... ;o)



died-ed at 5:58 pm
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You're Hermione h0! You little slut you. Put the
wand to good use like a good little bitch and
cream for me.


Which Hogwarts Slut Are You?
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SiGhz.. GoRt noThiNG to Do.............



died-ed at 5:08 pm
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Conversation btwn me n Spooky... :
.·:+:·. Må£îçîøû§ M¥z^TîQúê .·:+:·. «««bloodyexhiliration»»» says:
f9 fer add maths, d7 fer combined science and combined humans, e8 fer lit.....
.·:+:·. Må£îçîøû§ M¥z^TîQúê .·:+:·. «««bloodyexhiliration»»» says:
i pRaCtiCally CRieD aT the SciEnce lAb n mY Frenz Were lIKe SeaRchiNG fer eXtra mArkS iN my papEr...
.·:+:·. Må£îçîøû§ M¥z^TîQúê .·:+:·. «««bloodyexhiliration»»» says:
so ToUChed n So diSaPPoiNTed aT the Same TiMe...
don't listen to her words. standing on the same street corner though it rain. ( p+s ) says:
awwww
.·:+:·. Må£îçîøû§ M¥z^TîQúê .·:+:·. «««bloodyexhiliration»»» says:
yEap...
.·:+:·. Må£îçîøû§ M¥z^TîQúê .·:+:·. «««bloodyexhiliration»»» says:
thEy Very CaRtooN onEz...
.·:+:·. Må£îçîøû§ M¥z^TîQúê .·:+:·. «««bloodyexhiliration»»» says:
mY tChr aDD onE mORe maRk to My CheM papEr soZ mY toTal Fer CoMbinEd sCiEnce iS likE GoRt 2 mORe pErCenT.. buT theN aFter aDDiNG i StiLL goRt 47 lIke tt.. TheN mY Fren SaY,"See aTiq, RounD oFF Get FiFty waRt.. StiLL paSS... Dun Cry lArhz"
don't listen to her words. standing on the same street corner though it rain. ( p+s ) says:
lol
don't listen to her words. standing on the same street corner though it rain. ( p+s ) says:
pe seh
.·:+:·. Må£îçîøû§ M¥z^TîQúê .·:+:·. «««bloodyexhiliration»»» says:
She waS TryINg to mAkE me SmilE... blEahz... i MEan tt TiMe lIke halF A DoZen oF the GerlS wEre SuRROunDiNG me n stuFF...
.·:+:·. Må£îçîøû§ M¥z^TîQúê .·:+:·. «««bloodyexhiliration»»» says:
in my heaRt waS likE.. oMG.. aM i CryiNG tOo hArD oR waT.. i ToT my SpeCs aRe On...
don't listen to her words. standing on the same street corner though it rain. ( p+s ) says:
haha

i am currently feeling...:


died-ed at 5:04 pm
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